habit

hey dude i was walking around and remd. you.
here you go



(click me im bigger than the world)

please guys im the last person you'd want to be

asides from my usual self ive been noticing me, doing some pretty unusual things.
today i took some pictures of some people, it was an assignment, and i was hanging out with khim and joyce and stuff. all o f a sudden i remd. that i left my iron on. and nearly burnt the whole house down. kinda like what happened on the bay bridge you know the oil fire ball second degree burn bull shit. god i was thinking about the astrological forces and prob. me and that guy have the same birthdaay which is why my mind has been so clustered- which is why ive been acting so jungled. anyways i went home, resisting what i could. i decided to watch the nature song x mas present dvd dez made me, and all of a sudden i was depressed as hell. the start of somehting wouldnt even lift my soul up. os i have a pile of clean clothes waiting to be kept, and i have a bunch of more junk to do, but i cant really move from my head, its hard to move from head to head, being that i cant leave the house for a month, ive just been busted too much and stuff. but pops is coming, soon, i hope, and that should be nutritious. but its ok i still love everyone even if everyones mad at me. esp. if your name starts with a "D" the three d's. mostly.
ok

oh so this is what you did today

if i had all th e power in the world
i swear i would use up one of my 3 wishes . i was trying to find that god damn genie but it seems to not be so interested in remembering that i was the hero who saved it from the trapped soil. perhaps especially so since the evil soil decided to devour my morals leaving me left with nothing but a few spare cells, only reminding me when its time to eat. theyre useless. ive been watching nothing better you tube videos, and its only driving me that much more off the edge. its just that i dont know what else to do. it just is. its just is that everybody moves around and cries and feels, and i guess its becuase of these god damn dominant emotions that causes us to catch ourselves feeling a little more a live.
"can we talk some more"
"i dont know"
"i dont either"

god theres sneaky snakes lingering around here everywhere

time time time
come faster.

ohhow i lvove the subway,
this is a note to muni: get your act together !
well soon form an alliance and pull a bristle farms on your ass.

my poor little oak face pirate boy.

i just like this

sorry carla,my phone system went down and it all went haywire...will call nextweekendok...affirmativeon spain

From: carla uriarte
To: pops
Date: Mon, 9 Apr 2007 19:07:42 -0700 (PDT)

hye pops,

you forgot to call me yesterday, im a little upset because i look forward to those phonecalls counting down the days and all that jazz. mainly this is to scold you on your behalf while like a hybrid wishing you a happy easter. today while i was sitting at forest hill station cold as hell, i staterd dazzing. im pretty much as of this instant maybe because my math is so horrible- set on moving to spain. in a couple years. i know i know youre like whatevs, but i dont know i just wanted an affirmative!, it only sounds soo nice, esp. because youknow? kinda stuff like that.

well anyways youre prob. getting married or somehting right now, which is prob why you didnt call, i hope youre well, and not almost dying again, with hiives or poison oak, just be carefull i worry for you lay off that whiskey.

love you

carls