doin the real- for the real.

god, this song is killin me



stimulation

god damn i said god damn this is a tasty burger

today as it mentions to be,, seemed rather satisfying.
for the most part i spent my morning jig sawing around in the world of text messages while watching the greatest little league championship baseball game of my life, starring no other than my fav little man -jakob uriarte.talk about that kids soon to be trophy stack.i must admit im a bit jealous.
anyways that was that .followed by japan town.
[ everything in my belly as of now- one small bowl of mini wheats(i had to mix the strawberry and maple flavor, since one box ran out) 6 sunflower seeds, one bite of arlos Filipino beef left overs (only because i was desperate) two life savers (1 green, 1 red) 1 dragon roll, brown rice hot tea? 1shrimp tempura accompanied with a bite of rice.]
uhm.
i also finally bought the moccasins ive been eyeing,

i was up till 4 last night, mastering kens "mix tapes" lucky- i really like ehm.him.
not mentioning kitsch being the absolute denial of shit. and yesterdays marathon of laughing at a screen.
anyways its all great.

happpy 2 years big YOU. talk about remembering memorials.

ok.
love
carla with lots and lots of me's.

i miss pops,
i mean its pretty weird because its been two weeks and its a little hard to say goodbye.
recently i feel like ive been saying hello to a lot of goodbyes because its the end of another graduating wing, and people keep on moving on and leaving.
but i guess thats ok
come another year and ill be moving along faster than well, anything i know.

i found this great screen play idea he came up with- the reason - met, i cant really talk about it becuase its not copy written or anything fancy, but uhm if youre interested- anyone, just contact me, and well make it happen.

i have to wash a pile of dishes now.
i need,
one of those anti scratch ill fix your scratched cd's kit.
and also i need to make 5 mix tapes.
and buy so and so a nice memo book.
and a nice hotel room for friday, and maybe
a big gigantic magic bullet, since recently mine got smashed.
+ many more.

ok.

well this is what a great time looks like

hbdy pea!

god ive been so clustered, and clumpy lately.
i lost my hat.
it was pretty much the best hat of my life, and i lost it because i was up at five and traveling to see my number one and i was running up those big castro hills and i was excited for this special surprise and suddenly im leaving with him ready to go and my stupid god dam hat is lost.
well,
i dont know i guess its ok because i had a nice almond croissant. but it was only ok for a while until i realized that it sucked and was a waste of the motion that my mouth had to move. it was a disgusting piece of who knows what and i never want to eat anything that hard again. im being serious too.
i liked me today because ive been very productive i created my "knowledge is power" physics masterpiece, no, its real good. if youd like to see it just email me carlauriarte@yahoo.com, im really excited about that new fresh email because its my whole official name and it makes me feel important, you kow all grown up and big.
who doesnt want to feel that. sometimes i dont, but right now i do.
anyways to sum things up for anyone whos reading this, the point of this entry was to say that me and dave i think are on good terms. sometimes its hard to see eye to eye with that mammal, not only is he greek but hes real cool. i really like him. last night at my sisters happy birthday at aprox 12:01 he looked straight into my eyes -hugged me, and said "its ok,no more of this" so everything forever and ever, no matter of anything---- well, i love dave.
and also while im at it, a big happy birthday to the big one eight year old.
good job youre going strong. i love praxis too anyways.
ok
then ill see you guys later, maybe at the pizza party tonight at 6
love
carla.