started opening picnic today which is a deal bigger than christmas becuase im a woman. i cleaned everything dirty and felt good about it.

hiding under china

youre under your mother´s belly becuasse there's no room in any corner. or center. or underground tunnels with little floweres pawned in the middle. i want what i cant have and when i can get it i grow ten inches taller.

the start of my day was alright. normally i wake up when rob gets home which is auto motivation. though, sometimes we sleep again becuase i understand how hard it is with the hours. as my eyes a drift i´m thinking it'll be ok later when im awake.