ratatat

deciding: i think im moving to oaktown for a while.

theres this nice little music room that ill be living in.

anyways its great here, babas right upstairs, b1 with her stories, and toms mindset on how to be a free bird. its complicated anywhere else. and plus i have a month left of summer.
a month left of moving along before i have to become the next thingamajig.
i have a confession, its real serious. if you are in my life, and if some things seems to be unclear then come ask me. ill tell you. easy. most likely i really like you, and itll all end up disappearing.

that aside. a formal thanks to the big k w. for giiving me a ring this morning.

i was just like "ken, i know your in the Philippines, but you know buy a calling card and buzz myass." 7:37am BOOM. victory, i miss you. come back. to america. homeland. security. driiive. snoooooooze.

emotionally my head hurts. due to sporadic urges of the truth my la trip is now cancelled, and postponed to next year around this time for kat k s grad fad mad night. wild and crazy. victory.
woo.
i found out a lot today, it seemed to come quite easy. all i had to do was relax for a bit, listen to blunders of silence, close my eyes- and boom. victory. re occurrence. on and on.

i feel good about THE GRAND SCHEME.
and therefore i am ready for a milestone of coldstones. its cool, like a cool off.
if it is indeed impossible i would like everyone to tell me one thing. just that, that's all i ask.

pause and reflect for a moment.....

ok good.
now were ready.